At least, i need to stop telling people what's going on with me. i've found that no one really cares needs feels wants to know and really telling them my problems just estranges us and makes everyone think i'm just looking for atttention. Which i'm not. Usually. At least this time i wasn't. i just needed to tell someone and at the time it seemed like a good idea.
i need to stop getting so close to people. Everything just ends up falling apart. Nothing's forever, so why do i invest myself so much, forever and always.
i'm done investing myself in my relationships. i'm sick of making An effort. Fuck, why am i the only one that cares.
Dontgowhereyouarentwanteddontgowhereyourenotwanteddontgowhereyourenotwanteddontgowhereyourenotwanteddontgo
Why am i always trying to help but when i need it i can't ask anyone. FUCKINGIPHONESTOPCAPITALIZINGMYiS that's an exaggeration. Its just the people i can ask i don't want to.
i really wish i could just not give any fucks.
That seems pretty improbable, though.
Sometimes i wish i were numb.
. Life's a bitch.
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