Yeah um

i don't know, 

i guess i'm just dying everyday

but i guess everyone is, right?

That's why we smoke, we fuck, we drive with our eyes closed and cross the roads without looking

because we know we're all dying

because we know that it's all ending

that's why we don't care

we don't care because there's nothing worth caring for

except for others,

but they're dying too

except the ocean

but it's turning toxic

maybe the mountains

but they're just falling
crumbling
everything everything everything is dying
disappearing

except for me

i just want to f
         a
                 l
                      l

[fly]

disappear and die

no, not that, just disappear,

like a ghost leaving footprints in the snow

i miss my birdcage ribs, mountain valley hips

everything i despise is what is keeping me alive but i don't care about that anymore

I'm empty i guess

 -And when you touched my scars, I don't know why I didn't like it,
maybe it's because i've wanted someone to touch them for so long
but not you
not you because
because it doesn't feel right.