We're not dead, just dying and living, dear heart. dear runner.

     Why does listening to dramamine make me want to cry
laugh
go crazy

and seeing photos of kurt cobain makes me so sad


and talking to you makes me lose hope                                                                go insane


becauseeachday that passes you slip farther and farther and farther and farther and farther and farther and farther and farther and farther away and i'm so scared

           i
 can't 
          lose you

"the moment you realize

that your bones are made of the same dust

as the planets, 

your lungs are breathing the same air

as the migrating butterflies,

and your blood is pumping because

of the love and care of thousands;

is when you realize

that you are not as broken

as you think you are. 

you are full

of the world. "

I need you i need you i need y

god

i love you

i love all of you

and i wan't to die

but i don't

i know i don't and i know i won't but i want to 

god i want to

feel what it feels like

But i'm not dead

                        and that's coming, i guess

  someday, 

cause we're all dying. 

                                But for now i'm       a    li   v    e   

-We are alive

WE ARE FUCKING ALIVE

So let's accept that!

Let's take advantage of that!

Do everything to the fullest that we cant

do everything we can't do once we aren't here

runlaughswimlovelustfucksmokecryhitbleedsingyelljumphopemoveontravelEveryFuckingThingThereIs.

We have to accept the fact that we're living.

We can't run away together if we aren't alive.