So. Lets try this. First time blogging compromised, although, the compromisation has lessened a bit.

Still confused, still sad but with a hint of color. i finished putting everything away and boxing up this year but it was hard and [people i love] are here and it is nice and its a nice day.

i'm tired. i was so scared today, but everything was fine. [Twitching ]down the road, losing myself and then finding everything again. i was stupid, i was gone, it was
 i was ontopoftheworld, my world was fucked, looking straight up at space and the world and god and [disappearing] in its darkness
 


                                                     i'm floating

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and there's so little time left.