I
I am seriously sick of this bullshitt

bullshitbullshitbullshit

the same old fucking stuff that has been going on for months now
i'm sick of getting hurt and hearing you say shit that i know is going to turn in to a lie

and i'm
sick of the fact that i e
                                v
                               e
                              n care

i'm just sick

all this stress drama pointless lies and fuck ups have literally made me sick

my stomach is dying, my head is dying, i'm made up of knots and loss and confusion
i'm dying

All those long walks i've been taking 
  

                                                         [not that anyone has noticed]

 are suicide contemplations, loves

i'm just seeing how long i can go before i cross the road


                                                                            without caring about the oncoming cars.

Wumwum...

Yeah
Was that stupid?
I don't know
I feel like it
Maybe was
Maybe.

Maybe it was just a way to vent out our separate frustrations.

But will it be weird to say 'I love you' again?
Cause you are my best friend.
I don't want this to Fuck things up.