crazy. Individuality hate and conformation.

This world is a crazy place. Pushing perfection and imperfection and fitting in by not fitting in, and loving eachother by hating and looking for peace in the barrel of a gun we're all going crazy here and I don't know if it's always been this way or if its just these generations No i'm sure it's always been this way..must be a part of human human human nature but is it Natural to hate? And if it is, why, why why why is that the norm? Since when did that fucking start! to be the norm, why did we evolve that way? Why didn't we evolve in a way that made us sort out our issues in a different way?
                                    andthen why do we all feel so pressured towards perfection-why do I have to feel so uncomfortable in my own skin-what did I do to deserve this? and What did They do to fall into such a dark
                 place,
                           so deep and slippery
      and just open enough for you too see the light streaming in through the top of the hole  so you have that little glimpse of hope but the walls of this shitplace are so slippery that when you try to make your way up you just slide right back
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                                       n again we are NOT made unique we are all born the same we make our own differences as we grow up-and what makes us who we are is not where we were born or the color of our skin or what music we listen to or what we wear or what classes we are in or who our friends are or who we love or who loves us. What makes us who we are-are our scars, our issues, our past-our memories and our thoughts  That's what makes us unique, not what some society claims our individuality to be. so why even if we understand this why do we keep trying to conform to this sense of differentiation? material items and fake promises do not make us someone ourselves.
They just keep us the same as everyone else.