Repressed memories?

A while ago I realized, that every time I came to a new phase in my E.D, I can't remember what I was like before that. For example, when my eating disorder first started I couldn't remember for the life of me what it was like to be normal, with normal eating habits. Then when I stopped purging and just stopped eating, I couldn't remember what it was like when I purged, then when I started bingeing I couldn't remember what it was like to starve, and now that I'm constantly snaking, I can't remember what It's like to binge, or to restrict, or anything, really.

The obsessive thoughts are slowly going away. Hopefully, they'll begone before I move.